Hihello c=

Went out w Amel yestrday. Just both of us,how sweet. haha.

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I swear yesterday was sucha an asshole,very suay please&did alot of walkings -.-". Many things happen,but i sure have a good time w this girl,have much laughters& t.e.a.r.s,thanks for hearing me out babe. I lup you!

Im done,takecare,xoxo.

Rmbr this day? when our bond was so close? tht's when i start loving scl. But now,i rly hate to. Seeing us, is a problem,and now antr one has come. Dyou'all think im strong to face all these? Cos im not. Just now,by me just fliping my texbook,my heart ache,and then i cried. Cos it reminds me all those times we had,not once i meet you all per week,but 5 times,ofcos you girls plays a big part in my life. You girls saw me crying,&you girls are the one who cheers me up. But now,im crying abt us but none of you cares. We all have our own ego,i know,but please dont let it took over our friendships. Its been years we knew each otha,and i want it to go far. I app each of you. I bet this is the worst year. c'= Dont ever think i dont love you girls anymore,cos my tears prove it all,i bet some of you girls have seen me crying infront of you for our friendships right? So why are you ignoring all this shits tht happening. I tried my best to pull us as one again. But i guess it will never happen again huh? c'= I miss each of you my dailysweets,you know who you are. <3


I take back my words for not wanting to petpotpetpot about my life&f/s. And i take it back tht im a strong one,cos its been only a night im w/o tears. c'=

& To best one,im dissapointed w you. Must you rly lie? Rmbr,im dg this for you,NOT ME. I care for you,and as a friend i want to keep you secure. Now,i dont think i want to even care anym,do wtv you wish to do,alright. c=

I just dont know when all this cld stop. Dont think i like being this way,being sad,emoshit 24/7. Cos i want to be happy too. But i guess,i will never. Noone,yes,noone knows how much im suffering inside. But forgive me if gna be heartless one day,this heart has been hurted,broken by all of you for times,so dnt expect it to be the same anym. c'=

Takecare everyone,xoxo.

^An old photo again.Heh,super ugly please. c=

So here i am,updating this blog again,cos im superly bored. Slalu gini,ade bende nk update nnt laptop prngi,nnt tkde pape, good mood ajr ni laptop. Kuti nk tk kau? Gerammm tau.
So,tak jadi go out w fam just now,cos terlalu early sgt. So i met Nay&Riera,spent the day at Nay's crib. Jum lagi ^^

Annnnnd i went through my old blog just now,yap the one i shared w Riera bfor. So rindu the times. Many memories,so many things eh i've go through. Kenangan silam dan manis. Okay bye.
And please be proud of me,its my 1st night today not crying. Da sapau tau aku. Badan aku da mmg,masud aku hati aku. Haha,okay lol la lol. I know i'll be fine soon,i'll just be good. No more petpotpetpot on my friendships and life.
I've just realise i've been rely on my friends alot,holding on to people who doesnt want to be held on. Adui,fel so stupid tau kau. Sekrg,fel serah kan kepade tuhan aje, im gonna say "ape nk jadi,jadi la" now.

Okay blahblahblah,i miss scl! i want to start studying already,nak ade future. c= Dont want go scl emotional pasal bende bodo,pasal kawan kawan lagi. Like oh-so-stupid c= And,no more saturday huray sane sini already, da cukup zaman gemilang =.='. And i seriously need help in my studies,esp...err every of my subjects la. >,<" Wanna have some group study one day, please dont say "kau cm ye ye oh je fel,nnt kau yng tk blaja,memekak" cos i wont,ni seriously fel serious. Jum sesame beruba,theres never to late. Kannnnnnnn? c=

Okay,aku irritating. Tapi boring please,nk buat compo please. Kaaaaaaaaay la,till here.
I'll update soon again!
Takecare,xoxo.
Lastly,imissmytashamystupidonkeyalot. ='c